Last night’s dream was a bit creepy >.<. Three bits that I remember:

1) Was in my grandma’s house and I’d bought a tiny guiniue pig and hamster. The hamster was blue/purpleish but we hadn’t bought them a cage or anything so they were running around the kitchen, and we were attempting to catch them. it was rather difficult. We put them into paper cups, and I remember the dream being so vivid that I could actually touch them, and feel their soft skin, and feel their little heartbeats in the palm of my hand. Their tiny little feet with tiny little claws, and their bodies so warm on my hand. They ran away again, but I went upstairs to my aunty’s room to see if i could catch them

2) And when I got into my aunty’s room, Rachel and Richard were standing there, and I was a bit confused, but said I’d help clear up. In the middle of the duvet, there was a condom wrapper and I turned around quite shocked to see them in my aunty’s room, and clearly have had fun. Rachel gave me an odd look though, and from that I deduced that the wrapper was from a previous person she’d had in the bed. I was making a light conversation, whilst tidying up the duvet, but she just kept saying to me ‘you can leave me and Rich alone now, just go’ and eventually I started talking to them about the hamsters, only they didn’t care much, even when the hamsters got out of their tiny little plastic cups and ran around the room. They just yelled at me and told me to leave them alone. Mich looked really upset but even he was pushing me out of the room

3) A little bit later when they’d had sex and disapeared out of the room, I went back into it looking for the hamsters and found a 3 page scrawelled letter in blue fountain pen complete with water stains where someone had been crying, and it had been signed ‘Rich’ at the bottom. I couldn’t read most of it because it was stained with the tears which smudged the writing, but I got the notions of ‘I’m really sorry’ and ‘I couldn’t do it but I did anyway’ or something. I remember just feeling nothing, and rather hollow, but moving down the stairs.

4) Later on in a compeltely different part of my dream; Christoph came into my bedroom, and asked what time Mich had left, and I said something like 7am, and he grunted and went back downstairs, slightly annoyed at this. i wasn’t sure what i’d done, btu apparently I’d done something.

I woke up a short while later.